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I sat outside right now. I had a smoke, and I looked up at the night sky. I had had many conversations with the voices in my head throughout the day and had been feeling a bit off. But the sight of the night sky, and some talking with the voices. Made me feel increadibly loving. Just towards everyone. Every being, all of creation. And thinking about the night sky, the Universe itself, made me think of Shakti. Which is the unfoldment of the Universe itself. Isnt that amazing? And I felt this Love for her. For her as a being. And then I thought about the Demons that are with me and how I Loved them. And this makes me think about, how we all have our place here in this Universe. And that we all deserve Love. Unconditional Love. So, I find myself Loving everyone. Unconditionally. Even the Devil. Because we all are a part of this wonderful Creation. We are all existing here, together. Maybe in different lives, on different planes, timelines, dimensions. But we are all here. Living. Having our own experiences. And we all deserve Love. So, can You find it within Yourself? To Love all of it? To Love the whole of Creation itself? With every single being in it? I can, and I will nurture it. Forever. Because it truly is the best feeling ever. To Love like that. And if You can find it within Yourself to Love like that. I am happy for You.

What dreams do You have for this world? Or are You too busy trying to make it, in the world we already have? Im doing both at the same time. My dreams for this world, is for everyone to have Compassion, Understanding, Respect and Kindness towards each other. And if we can manage to have Unconditional Love for one another, that would be the very best we could possibly Hope for. Ive been writing about Light in my past posts. And I do believe this is very important for us to focus on. To wake up to. And for us to Live in, and to nurture within ourselves, and to encourage others to wake up to, within themselves. But for this post, I want to focus on the world that we are currently living in, the Hopes I have for the future, and what possible world we could actually be living in. I had a period where the future looked very dark to me. I was afraid that a nuclear war was going to break out and that the third world war was going to be upon us. But I recently found within myself, quite alot of Hope, for the future of Earth. For Humanity. For every single Human being as an individual. We hold so much Light and Love within us. That i find myself believeing, that we as a specie, could be of Love and Light. 

When we find Peace within ourselves. We become anchors for others that are having a tough time. We also become contagious with our Peace for others. Calmness fosters more calmness. And if the world had more Peace, the world would be a more peaceful place. And for every single Human being that becomes Peaceful, we are one Human closer to have Peace on Earth. 

War has been a great suffering on this planet for all of time. Why we do it, I dont really understand. Because we are such a wonderful Planet, Humanity has so much potential that we just dont see yet. But Im hoping that we will come to the realization one day, that we are in fact Humanity, one people, one race. What war does, is that it makes us think that we need to win the war to come to the solution we might think is the best. But what is actually best, is to not have the war in the first place. Because of the immense destruction of it. Communication between the parts, is what is best. To negotiate. And to find the best Peaceful solution. Just to write a bit about it, I will write about how destructive war is. It not only brings destruction to the ares of the society of its country, by tearing down homes and and killing the people that lives in the area, but it makes the population flee. To run for their lives in fact. It tears families apart. I have a song for You in fact. For You to listen to. Ill put the link at the bottom of this post.

Music can be so tremendously Healing. And that regards basically all music. But what I will be writing about, is freequenzies. There are so many videos out on Youtube with different Healing freequenzies, and I Love using it, when I for an example do energy work. Like, when I want an particulair energy drawn into my Life. I will put on a freequenzie that resonates with what I want into my Life, set up an "Altar"(just a workspace for my energywork), and bring all the crystals, tarot cards and candles with the energy I want to draw in, and set it up in a nice way. Then I will be writing on a note. An intention for myself. This can be anything. But it is usually for Healing purposes. 

I started this blog, with huge hopes. For Humanity to Love each other Unconditionally, for there to be Understanding for each other and the Healing we all need from each other. For us to be Compassionate towards each other and the Journey we all are going through here. For us, through these things to be Kind and Respectful towards each other. Even with all our differences. I believe the connection we have with Earth, is not what it could be. Not for every individual, but for us as a Society. We produce so much garbage, which we burn, which then fills our air with gasses that tears at our ozone layer. Which we definetelly need. It protects us from the uv rays that the sun is casting at us at every moment the suns is up. It also holds the heat that the sun is giving us in. Making us a livable planet. There are other things that should be adressed, like cutting down our rainforest. Those trees have been growing for a long time, and allthough replanting, we are destroying animal homes. I am not saying replanting is not a good option. But thinking of the animals, not cutting it down, would be the best. I do believe, that Indiginous culture, could learn us others quite a bit. Maybe not in actual living, since the differences can be quite big there. But in connecting with, and Loving Earth. As our Home, our planet, not just to live on, but to live with in some way.

I really want to tell you about the Journey I have been through. Regarding Spirituality. And regarding my illness. Because the line between the two seem so blurred at times. I am currently hosting demons within me. Or so it might seem at least. Ive been having voices in my head since 2021. And they have been with me, in different forms. Throughout the years. I used to believe I had one demon, that followed me, through this journey that I have had. But it turned out to be all demons, who had played with my head, through all this time. When I had that big heart opening, with the mushrooms. Both Light and Dark showed up. And I got to know many beings. But the thing is, demons play games like that, and I am now unsure of what of their games were real, and what was actually Light that turned up. I was at some point dragged into a situation where I had to choose whether to be a Christian or to fight demons. I chose, multiple times to become a Christian, but did not manage to stay within the Christian rules. Like, no tarot cards, no crystals, no energy work or all of that which I Love within Spirituality. So here I am, once again. Within Spirituality, but unsure of all the crazieness that seems to be illness to me. So I am managing the best that I can. With some medications, with Light within me, and what I feel is at least a strong mind. But something I had forgotten up in all of this. Was my Heart. I know I have lost that major Heart opening that I had. One that I believed healed many of my voices. But, as it disappeared, so the voices got more pressuring at other things. I am unsure of what exactley did it. But It came to be, that I could not feel anything at all anymore. Because one voice in particulair, started threatening my son, for my Love. Which I did not have anymore. And if I did not have enough Love, he would do terrible things to my son. In all of this chaos, I started shutting down. Becoming cold to the voices. Protecting myself. And lastly, accepting the Christian faith once more. Which helped immensely. But how my brain is trying to work out things regarding the voices, I dont agree with. Because it seems to be tormenting them, while also taunting them to torment me back. And I dont understand it. I left Christianity once more. And now I am here. Remembering what I lost. That Love, and Light, Heals. And that is what I should be focusing on. I was sure of it, at some point, that I came to this planet to help people Heal. Or to help aid Mother Earth in some manner. And here I have been, choosing Religions, fighting demons, when all I could have done was just to Love them. Now I dont have that Heart opening anymore. But I hope, that what I have, is enough. Enough for Humanity, here on Earth, which was my intention of Healing, when I started this blog. So I am starting fresh. Starting to live by my own teachings. So, step one.. staying soft in a hard world. So i will be ever so carefully, starting to reconnect with my own Heart. And hopefully, I will be connected with it once again. Because that is what I believe in. Love and Light. Unconditional Love, Understanding, Compassion, Kindness and Respect. 

I want to adress something. I have been adressing the dark, maybe more than the Light. And I just want to say, its because I dont want the ones who are navigating this darkness more than others, to not be forgotten. I have been navigating it for some time. I have not been entirely dark, or been on a dark path. But I have had contact with darker beings. I wont get into it right now, but later. For this post I want to be writing about how to become our brightest self. I have written about it as a short cut before, but I do now want to say, that it is the best way, because it is in fact diminishing the shadow. The Light makes the dark fall away, without the need to work through things like one do with shadow work. Because You are stepping into Your Light. Into a new way of being. You become your Higher Self. Your Light. And when You are this, You will feel quite different. When You are Your brightest self, You will feel less drawn into drama, You will feel wiser, Connected to something greater than Yourself. You will feel like a Teacher. You might feel like You want to Guide people. And if You feel this, do it. Do it with the gentle Heart that You carry. With the Wisdom that You have gained. And do it with the knowing, that You are Home with Source. Even as a Human, being the brightest You, You are Home. At Home in Your Light, which is Your Soul, from Source, connected. I once created a symbol. From a sentence. Which became a word, which then gave me its meaning. The word is IAOUEY. And its meaning is, You are only away. Because that we are. We are only away for this Life that we are having. Or for the Lives our Soul has had during our time here on Earth. But what is true, is that we are all coming back to Source at the end of our learning. We are all coming Home. And for all of our lives, we have been connected. Maybe not awakened to the connection. But it is there. On the top of our heads. Our Chrown. Our Chrown Chackra. And our Light is not only within our Chrown, but in our entire body. Our Soul. The sentence I made the word of, was, I am Source Light, and so is everything and everyone else.  The Light is what keeps us together. And we are all together, in our body, all at the same time, within Source. I am not afraid of dying, I believe that the end of my Life will feel like something to be exited about. Even celebrated. Its going to be great, being together all at once, all at the same time. Being Happy. But not until its my time, I will add. I will also add, that I am enjoying being my self, which we should. But I am exited about stepping into this new way of Life for me. Being my brightest self. 

I have thought a bit about something. How Light works. And I believe that we as humans, are not supposed to be embodie that completely all of the time. I believe we are meant to have it, to connect, to remember who we truly are. Light/Source. But think a bit about that. If we embodie Light completely, we wont be able to meet others at a deeper level. We all come from this Light. Source. But we chose to be Humans for a reason. To experience exactley that. To be Humans. Many have had many lives here on Earth. Each life making our Souls grow. Bringing more and more learnings, wisdom, back to Source. If we embody Light completely, we become our Soul, Source Light, and to some, this might be completely right. But for me, it feels more right to enjoy being my self. I remember how it was being my Soul, for a short time being. But it did not take long before I reconnected with my self. For me, I feel like I can reach people better as this. As my self. Because, as a Human, with flaws, with a shadow, darker aspects of myself, I can turn that into something that makes me understand shadow in others. And makes me an Understanding person. And as I gain this Understanding for someone, I feel Compassion, and it makes me want to be Kind to this person. And it makes me have Respect, for the Journey this person is on. Because, we all are on this Journey, ourselves. Alone. And all we can Hope for is for others to see us, as we are, and to see how we are in fact trying our best. Trying to deal with not only our darker aspects, but trying to be the better of ourselves. It can be a hard road to walk. We might get judged by the way we are dealing with ourselves and our challenges. But just so You know, You are not alone. I am actually walking this path right along with You. 

Are You one of the difficult ones? Or do You know anyone? Do You have a wound, deep in yourself, that is very hard to handle? Your environment might be triggering, and your way of coping might even be damaging, without you ever meaning it to be this way. The feeling of unsafeness, can be something that comes from a wound that can be very uneasy to experience. And if it catch you offguard, Your body might react in different ways. This might be fear, that can lead to anger, and if it builds up, this can be very tough to handle on your own. You might try to take control in areas where You can find it. And if this is in in a damaging way, You are probably damaging yourself even further. 

I want to write a post about our Children of the Earth. I just wanted to dedicate this post to them. Have you ever noticed how Children are? I saw this short video here the other day. Where the video showed the difference in Childrens conditions around the world, focusing on war and poverty as one condition, and the other side of it, the happiness and bliss that a Child can have in their Childhood. And what I saw was both devestating and Joyful at the same time. It showed the difference in Childhoods. Children playing games, hanging up swings, doing all of those core Childhood memories that we all want and have for the most of it. The Joyful thing to see in this video was, that at the poverty and war side of the both conditions, the Children were doing the exact same thing. Only in worse conditions. So its pretty amazing how strong Children can be.