I have to tell You something. I listened to some songs here today. And they made me think about our world, that we are living in. For some reason, I got these images in my brain. Of Earth on fire, floodings, Animals in capture. Like, pains of this world I guess. And it just made me think about what this world needs. Which still is, Love in fact. How can we Love each other better, more, sincerely. Because if we can manage to break down the seperation we are all having to each other. Having Love for one another. What will happen? There will be Peace on this Planet. And do You know what? If we can manage to extend that Love to the Animals, setting them free, not being dependent on them anymore, they will have a happier Life, being free, living fully, as free beings. If we think a bit about it, do we, ourselves, want to be living in captivity, being used, then killed, to be eaten? I would not have wanted that anyway. Im gonna be a vegan from now on. To free the Animals from me at the very least. I know that I wrote about the lab grown meat in another post. But right now, I am against it. I Love Animals dearly. And I dont want them to be used in the way that they have. So I am taking a stand to it. What You do, is ofcourse up to You, but I do believe that vegan, can definitely be our future here on Earth. With free Animals, free Humans, and with Love amongst us. 

What if we were all held accountable for everything that we did? In the worst possible way. What if we divided ourselves into evil and no evil. With everything that we know about each other, about Healing, about how difficult it must be to be in a difficult Life, from both sides. What if the world completely forgot how it is to be Human. To be flawed. How it is to have had trauma, which has changed us, into someone we never thought we would grow into. Someone bad for others. If we are going to Heal this world, we cannot forget anyone. Because do You know what? WE are all an equal part of Humanity. We are all equally Human Life. If we start dividing ourselves into evil or no evil. We strip ourselves of our Humanity. Everyone deserves Healing. Everyone deserves their Life. No one should, or deserves to be forgotten. For all of this world to Heal, we need to remember everyone. And for those of You, that are of the Light, the reason for why I have written about the more difficult, is because we must not forget them. They struggle more than we know. And we all deserve all of the Healing that we can muster for ourselves, for others, for the Mother, Earth, our Planet. For everyone in fact. 

Something that I have been doing for some time now, is actually written letters for the Universe. Putting out good wishes out there. In case, they might get answered. I have had, and still have a tremendous amount of Wonder, regarding the Universe. And is it not something to be wonderous about? How it all works together, in holding it in its place, still growing, still moving. Time bending in regards to how it is in different places. Fascinating and entruiging it is to me. But something about it, is that it answers You in its own way. I used to put out so much Love to the Universe. And somehow, it was somehow sent back to me. I could feel Love from the Universe. I think it is the Universe, sending Love back to me. 

Do You know where we all come from? Like, where our Souls originated from? Because, if You did not know it, we all have Souls. We all have Light within us. And do You know what? We are all this little Light, that comes from the biggest Light, that we can ever imagine. Which is so Bright and Beatiful. Which, if connected with, can be quite endearing for all of us. This Light is called Source. And if You are into Hinduism, the God that represents this Source, is Shiva. This Source, is where all Souls come from. And where all return to, unless they choose a Religion to enter, making them come to one of the Heavens. I find all of this quite Beautiful. Because we are all finding our Home in the afterlife, right from here. Earth. 

Have You ever felt just completely overwhelmed by things? I sure have. And You dont even have to be Spiritual or anything, to be overwhelmed. There is so much going on in our lives, that it is easy to be overwhelmed. And I am overwhelmed just trying to convey all of this now. Anything from our own emotional struggles with daily Life, to what goes on in the world scale, how do we cope with it all? How do You cope with it all? Because the truth is, we are all just trying, sometimes. Trying to cope with ourselves, trying to cope with our jobs, our personal lives, other people, the world. We all just want to make a life for ourselves. In a very difficult structure of our Society. The pressure of things can be immense. I will be getting into that in another blog post, but for now. Is it just too much sometimes? It is for me. How can we slow down from all of this? I think it is important to take time for our selves. To just feel the quiet around us. To feel the safeness of our space. our Home. To just, put on a blanket, lay down on the caoch, and rest with our selves.

When we think, what is actually happening? Whats going on within ourselves? The thoughts that we have, can be good for us, or bad for us. But Either way, they can help us figure ourselves out. If thoughts Are putting us down, they Are not good for us, if our thoughts Are uplifting, they Are good for us. But some times, if we have hurt someone in some way, like, said something we should not, or something else. Our thoughts can put us down after. With that, telling us, we were not our best selves in that moment. Enabeling us to try to change, and do better next time. That is a positive thing about a thought that could otherwise have been bad. Because it teaches us to be better than what we were, in that moment of that mistake. But it is of no help to put ourselves way down, going into shame, and a spiral of putting oneself down. But thinking, okay then, I did that, and that was not good for that person. Going on further, having learned that, that was not a good experience for either of You. Trying to do better next time around. Then You have navigated through that experience regarding Your thoughts about what happened then. So bad thoughts, like that, can definetelly learn us something.

I know I have been talking about Earth becoming one people. And as a whole, I think that we should, but, we Are still divided into Countries, Societies, Ethnicities and so much more. And when You think about it, who is Your people? In which grouped dividence Are You belonging to? Which Tribe of this Earth, is Yours? I find it entriguing that we Are so many different cultures here on Earth. With so much enrichness here, and there is so much to choose from. And I Wonder, how does someone find their Path? I have been through alot, figuring out where I belong. And I found my way to Spirit. I have allways loved nature. And that has grown into Loving The Mother. Our Planet. Our dear Mother Earth. And I find myself at Home here. I Love this Place. This experience of being the Human that I am. And I cannot wait to find my people. My Tribe. But something I have felt, actually. Is that all of Humanity, is my people. But am looking forward to having a Tribe to belong to. I would really Love, to gather a Tribe of my own. Where we are all of Love. Loving Humanity, Loving Earth. Loving each other. Unconditionally. I think that would be nice. To have somewhere to belong. To have a people to belong to. A group that is a gathering of those that see the world as the same as me. Maybe that expands into the whole of Humanity. That would be so cool. I know I have written about Honouring Soul agreements. And that I would not be meddling with the world as it is. But, I believe that the world is changing. For the better for Humanity. For Animals. For Earth. I believe we are many people here. Who has travelled, from other places in the Universe, perhaps. To come to Earth. To Awaken Humanity. So that Earth can be a better place to live. I am not saying that its a bad place to be. It's a Wonderful place to be. To experience. To live. But there has been many traumatic happenings on Earth. That needs Healing. And I believe, we are many here, meant to do that job. Help Humanity Heal from those happenings. Bringing us all together as a Specie. Together as one Earth. To be a Harmonious and Peaceful whole, of a Planet. I truly, genuinely and Heartfully, believe in this. And I am going to share a song with You guys, that gave me a download or transmission. If You do not enjoy trance music, it might be harder for You to listen to. But just try. Because what I saw, when I heard the song, was so beautiful that I cannot even explain it. It's the most tremendous experience I have had, after the Heartopening that I had from the mushrooms. The song, gives You a journey, of the Healing that will happen on this Planet. The tale of Earths Healing. 

I recently started on my medications again. I had to. Voices in my head got too overwhelming. And I started them again roughly about a week ago. And I just want to say, its okay to be Spiritual, allthough we are on medications. If voices get too much to handle, its okay to go on medications in fact. You are the one who decides if this is right for You. I know we all have different experiences regarding Spirituality and Hearing things. So I will not be saying that everyone has to be on medications. But I had to. So, I am going to be honest. My Heart power will probably diminish into almost nothing. But do You know what? I still know who I am. I will change, I know that, but I know that I will still be with Love. With Compassion. Having Understanding. Being Kind. With Respect for every Life on this Planet. That includes the Animals. If You ever consider going on medications, do what is right for Yourself. Because You matter. How You have it, matters. And in regards to me, Hearing things, it just got too overwhelming. I still Love the Beings that have visited me. That has been with me since 2021. I Love them. It all just got too overwhelming. So now, I will be focused on this blog, still, but it might change. As I have written before. Because I have started and quitted my medications many times by now. So I can Understand if sometimes, what I write is a bit confusing. Like, is she on or off her medications right now? But, as I said now, I will be on them from now on. That means, there won't be a lot of Heart power from me. Or for me to feel from now on. But that does not mean that You wont feel Your Heart power. Maybe reacting to what I am writing. Hopefully it will :) Because what I am writing about, I still believe in. And I Hope, that You will believe in it too. 

I dont know how You feel about this world, but I know how I feel. I feel for all of the people within countries that are in war conflicts. For all of the people in hunger. For all of the people hurting inside. For anyone in a difficult situation. For all of those that Are struggeling to Heal. For those that Are okay, but still have stuff going on. For everyone in fact. But do You know what? I have so much Hope for this Planet. We have so much to look forward to here in our existence. How we Are all changing. All of the time. How we grow as people throughout our Lives. How we Are learning. How we Are growing as Societies and Are learning how to live, more and more, With our Planet. We Are more and more Aware of the devestating consequences of our trash production. But do You know what? There is so much good going on in this world regarding that. Recycling is getting better. We Are figuring it all out. We still have alot to figure out. But I believe we will get there. That we will figure it all out.

My Heart Chackra has diminished for the longest of time. Medications and being drained for my Heart energy. Being drained for energy in general. But it is not like that anymore. I have quit my medications once again. And I feel now, that I am more back to myself. Writing in what I believe in. Not caring too much about what feeling I have in my chest. Because do You know what? I am who I am still. It is not what it used to be, my Heart Chackra, but what I have now, is more than good enough. And another thing. I still have my Human Heart. Which actually, can, open, like a Chackra. Its not as powerful or anything, but it is a nice feeling nonetheless. 

Have You ever thought about our existence? How wonderful all of this is? I am amazed at how everything works together. And it is not just our Earth with our cities, roads, Humans working together in every edge of the world. But to think of the Universe itself, how all of that just works, its amazing. Everything has a place to be, to do its job, in Harmony with the rest. Now I am talking about the Universe and how it works or is put together, but how about we got better at that here on Earth? I know that our Earth already works in how it is. We Are divided, so that we can be defined. Countries have been drawn on maps so that different people can be gathered and preserved within their Heritage and Culture. But do our borders need to separate us? I dont think so. But for borders to define our Countries, and us as a Culture and a People, a Tribe of our World, that I find quite Beautiful in fact. You dont have to see every dividence as a Tribe, but I do.

Have You ever experienced loss? It does not have to be in a grave way. Maybe You lost a friend because You grew apart. Maybe You had to leave a communion because of moving. Maybe You had to give away an Animal friend because You were no longer able to take care of them. There Are harder losses. Like losing someone to death or even parting ways with Your Love in Life. Having to move on, from them. But loss is still loss, in its own way. Different in ways, in the sense of its hardships when it happens, and also thinking about if You Get to see them again or not. After You have lost them. I actually parted ways with My Love, a while back. And that I really wanted to mourn that. Because mourning something, or someone, means that they mattered. It does not mean that they Are dead. To mourn them. It just means that it is a sad thing, that what once were, has ended. And mourning something that has ended, will help the Healing process, when moving on from it. It can be hard to move on from something or someone if the grief is very big. But just know, that it is possible to move on, still having Love in our Hearts. So what I did, is that I put on our song. The one we allways had on when we were laying in each others arms. And I layed on the coach. Awaiting to feel the feelings of mourning. But do You know what happened? All I could feel was Love for him. It was like my Heart was saying, no, no need to mourn, celebrate what You had, and still Love him. And that I felt. I layed there, just, still Loving Him, wanting for him someone new, someone he could be with. Someone other than me. Wanting all of the good stuff for him. And at some level, I had mourning for not being able to mourn him, but I, at last just said, okay then Heart, just Love for him then. And that was all I felt for him. Love.