I want to adress something. I have been adressing the dark, maybe more than the Light. And I just want to say, its because I dont want the ones who are navigating this darkness more than others, to not be forgotten. I have been navigating it for some time. I have not been entirely dark, or been on a dark path. But I have had contact with darker beings. I wont get into it right now, but later. For this post I want to be writing about how to become our brightest self. I have written about it as a short cut before, but I do now want to say, that it is the best way, because it is in fact diminishing the shadow. The Light makes the dark fall away, without the need to work through things like one do with shadow work. Because You are stepping into Your Light. Into a new way of being. You become your Higher Self. Your Light. And when You are this, You will feel quite different. When You are Your brightest self, You will feel less drawn into drama, You will feel wiser, Connected to something greater than Yourself. You will feel like a Teacher. You might feel like You want to Guide people. And if You feel this, do it. Do it with the gentle Heart that You carry. With the Wisdom that You have gained. And do it with the knowing, that You are Home with Source. Even as a Human, being the brightest You, You are Home. At Home in Your Light, which is Your Soul, from Source, connected. I once created a symbol. From a sentence. Which became a word, which then gave me its meaning. The word is IAOUEY. And its meaning is, You are only away. Because that we are. We are only away for this Life that we are having. Or for the Lives our Soul has had during our time here on Earth. But what is true, is that we are all coming back to Source at the end of our learning. We are all coming Home. And for all of our lives, we have been connected. Maybe not awakened to the connection. But it is there. On the top of our heads. Our Chrown. Our Chrown Chackra. And our Light is not only within our Chrown, but in our entire body. Our Soul. The sentence I made the word of, was, I am Source Light, and so is everything and everyone else.  The Light is what keeps us together. And we are all together, in our body, all at the same time, within Source. I am not afraid of dying, I believe that the end of my Life will feel like something to be exited about. Even celebrated. Its going to be great, being together all at once, all at the same time. Being Happy. But not until its my time, I will add. I will also add, that I am enjoying being my self, which we should. But I am exited about stepping into this new way of Life for me. Being my brightest self. 

I have thought a bit about something. How Light works. And I believe that we as humans, are not supposed to be embodie that completely all of the time. I believe we are meant to have it, to connect, to remember who we truly are. Light/Source. But think a bit about that. If we embodie Light completely, we wont be able to meet others at a deeper level. We all come from this Light. Source. But we chose to be Humans for a reason. To experience exactley that. To be Humans. Many have had many lives here on Earth. Each life making our Souls grow. Bringing more and more learnings, wisdom, back to Source. If we embody Light completely, we become our Soul, Source Light, and to some, this might be completely right. But for me, it feels more right to enjoy being my self. I remember how it was being my Soul, for a short time being. But it did not take long before I reconnected with my self. For me, I feel like I can reach people better as this. As my self. Because, as a Human, with flaws, with a shadow, darker aspects of myself, I can turn that into something that makes me understand shadow in others. And makes me an Understanding person. And as I gain this Understanding for someone, I feel Compassion, and it makes me want to be Kind to this person. And it makes me have Respect, for the Journey this person is on. Because, we all are on this Journey, ourselves. Alone. And all we can Hope for is for others to see us, as we are, and to see how we are in fact trying our best. Trying to deal with not only our darker aspects, but trying to be the better of ourselves. It can be a hard road to walk. We might get judged by the way we are dealing with ourselves and our challenges. But just so You know, You are not alone. I am actually walking this path right along with You. 

Are You one of the difficult ones? Or do You know anyone? Do You have a wound, deep in yourself, that is very hard to handle? Your environment might be triggering, and your way of coping might even be damaging, without you ever meaning it to be this way. The feeling of unsafeness, can be something that comes from a wound that can be very uneasy to experience. And if it catch you offguard, Your body might react in different ways. This might be fear, that can lead to anger, and if it builds up, this can be very tough to handle on your own. You might try to take control in areas where You can find it. And if this is in in a damaging way, You are probably damaging yourself even further. 

I want to write a post about our Children of the Earth. I just wanted to dedicate this post to them. Have you ever noticed how Children are? I saw this short video here the other day. Where the video showed the difference in Childrens conditions around the world, focusing on war and poverty as one condition, and the other side of it, the happiness and bliss that a Child can have in their Childhood. And what I saw was both devestating and Joyful at the same time. It showed the difference in Childhoods. Children playing games, hanging up swings, doing all of those core Childhood memories that we all want and have for the most of it. The Joyful thing to see in this video was, that at the poverty and war side of the both conditions, the Children were doing the exact same thing. Only in worse conditions. So its pretty amazing how strong Children can be. 

I have met a few dark beings up until now. And I actually wrote about them in a former blog post. But I was going to edit it, then saw that I had deleted it, because I thought that I had merged it instead, with another post that I was writing. So I am going to write it again, but maybe a little bit different. So, Demons have been a big part of my Life for some time now. They are actually the ones that has been with me the longest. And actually, they have been a great help with many things. The ones that has been with me, I have grown to Love, in fact. And just so You know, if You have Demons in Your Life, ask them to bring you Healing. Because many Deamons are in fact trying to do better. And I am a firm believer, that when someone, even if they are dark, deserves a chance at being brighter. To become of the Light. Many Demons wants something else. Because believe it or not, Hell is not for every Demon. Because they are in fact brighter than what Hell has allowed them to be. And I can only imagine, what it must be like, when You are in a place You have outgrown. A place where You are no longer at Home. I think they should get the help they are in need of. And if You who reads this, knows of Demons, or knows someone who has them in their Life, have them ask them for Healing. And those that offer that, just ask them to stay for a while. Because they mean You well. From a Demon "We arent as dark as we used to be." But just so I have said it. Some Demons are still dark. But not all of them. If You feel Love from a Demon, You will know that they are of help.

Now I dont know much about all the Religions here on Earth. But what I do know, is that they all seem to be at war with each other. Why does one have to be more right than the other? Why is it not okay to be at Home where Home is, to the single person? I have had a couple now. And I still dont know where I end up when I die. I know both Light and Dark beings. And truth be told, I dont know where I am going when my Life here on this planet ends. But I know where I have felt the most at Home. And that is with Source. But still I am open to anything. I might get a second Life. That would also be cool. If I could have my Soul remember this Life, and continue what I have started. Here with this blog. And Heal people. I know what Religion I could choose if I wanted my second Life. That would be Hinduism. But I still am unable to completely connect with that one also. But just for your information. If You believe in everything, the Hindi Religion contain basically every Religion within itself. 

Have you ever felt that you were not good enough? Ever felt like the odd ball out in a group of people? Or have you even actually been a bad person, trying to do better as a person, still getting all of that judgement from the past brought up, as if you still were like that? I just want to say something. You are here now. At the very Journey of Healing. You might even have been through it. And You know what, If You have Healed from a place of being very bad as a person, I cherish You. You and all the Healing You have done. You deserve alot of prais. Because coming out of darkness like that, that is not only admirable, but something to be celebrated. I Cheer You on, and I wish You all the best, and I Hope that You have had so much encouragement and Love around You. But if You have not. You are not only strong as hell, but You did it all on Your own. And I Hope You have all the Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness around You, to walk forward with a good Heart. The good Heart that is now YOU! I am saying this with all the Unconditional Love and Respect that I have, Good job. You did it. And if You can, try learning others about this. Try actually using the wisdom that You have regarding this, to Heal others. If you can. But still if you cant, thats okay. You came out through the other side. Through all the darkness. And You are now here. Healed. And that is nothing but amazing to me.

I want to talk a bit about Unconditional Love. And why its so important. And Respect in fact. I dont feel like anyone understands. Its like, when I talk about Unconditional Love, no one understands what I actually mean. And thats why I want to bring it up in this blog post. I already wrote a bit about it in the Connecting with Heart post, so if you havent read that, you can check it out. But, loving someone Unconditionally, is basically Love, for that being or person, just with no expectations of a relationship, or any expectations of who they are as a being. Its having Love, knowing that they are their own person, with their own Journey, accepting them for who they are, and still Loving them. It still might contain Hope for that person. If they are on the wrong path for instance, but having Respect for their Journey and Compassion for what they are going through. But the point is, that the Unconditional Love, is in fact Unconditional. The Love remains through all of it, and if there is something that is of harm from that person, you cry for that person, instead of going to hate and anger. I know this probably can be a difficult state to be in all of the time. But I have realized, after having gone through loosing all of that Heart energy, and living without that, best feeling ever, feeling. That it still sits in my mind. So when you reach this point in your Heart. Let it manifest in your mind. When it sits there, it becomes a mindset. I dont need all of that Heart energy anymore, because my mind is set on this. Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness. And Respect. My mind operates around that. 

What do You think of, when You think of Light? Here is a way to feel lighter from within. I havent done this alot, and I think my first experience with this was this year in fact. But having Light come down through the Chrown Chackra, is a very special experience. When I had this experience myself, it felt like becoming my true self, being enlightened, like becoming a teacher of sorts. Like I could have guided someone in the very best way. It felt wonderful. But one thing I noticed, but that is not a bad thing, just a different thing, is that the Love that I had felt, felt lighter. Like, not as deep. This does not mean that this kind of Love is less or anythinge like that, its just different. For myself, I prefer the deeper one. Or the one in the middle, I would say. Not Darker, not Lighter, just, the most loving Love that a Human can have. But as I wrote, You can connect to Source, and have this experience. To connect to Source, just open Your Chrown and ask. For those that it is right for, they will have this Light allways. Light is for everyone, as long as one seek it. For me, I dont connect to it all of the time. Its just been a couple of times. And I am good with that. But for others, they might want to connect allways. 

I have been through a little Journey recently. And I want to tell you about it. Because I was actually taking my blog down. But I redecided, after getting the aknowledgement of what it means to be who You truly are, means. I was loosing myself for a bit. And I was thinking that I could not be writing what I am writing about. So I deleted all of my posts, thinking that was for the best, for me. But I realized, after hanging out with a darker being. That being made me realize, after I had thought about it, that I was deleting myself, to become someone else. And it was not a good feeling. I was basically going through all of the things that makes me who I am. Spiritual things, so that I could fit into one of the boxes of society. I really wanted a true Home. You, know, like I have been writing about. How everyone has a Home, and I still believe that is right for people. For people to have a Home like that, I think is the very best thing for the most. But for me, it has not really been about choosing. I did once, and it felt nice and all that. But at the end of it, I did not fit in. And I did the same this time. But still did not fit in. So I am coming back to myself. Yet again. Which is basically in between everything. Yet having one Home, which is Source. Source/God/Universe. And Earth ofcourse. This is where I am now, and where I am going to live for the rest of my Life. Where I go after, is not something I should be thinking of right now. Because I believe I am on the right path of Life. Here on Earth. And where I go after, will be decided by others. Maybe Light beings, maybe Dark, I dont really know. All I know is that Source is Home. And the boxes will just have to be that, boxes. What I truly believe in and stand for, is Love. Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness. But also, Respect. Respect for every being. In existence. Because we are all in fact existing, here in this Universe, Together. We all have our parts, we all have our Journeys, and we all want to belong somewhere, where we fit. And that I think is actually quite beautiful. That we are all figuring things out for ourselves. What if we could all see that, and have Respect for each our individual Journey. Seeing what the person/being is actually going through. Having all the Understanding and compassion for them. Wishing them all the Healing needed, during their own path. Some are Dark, and some are Light. And thats okay. What matters is Heart. I have been through quite the challenges, with Light and Dark, both "sides" wanting me to choose either of them. But the truth is, I Love both. And believe it or not, the Dark beings, are the ones that has shown me, the most Heart. I will be writing about them in another blog post. And I am looking forward to know them better actually.

How do we Heal, if we are in the midst of a storm? What do we do, if everything seems to be against us? Right now, I am in the midst of one. And I am unsure of how to deal with it. But what I know, is that I will never give up. I have recently gone through something I did not expect happening. I know I have already written a bit about it, but the loss of my Heart energy, has actually made me see myself differently. And I feel undeserving of writing here on this blog now. Because without that Heart, who am I? I was so sure of almost everything. That anyone could Heal with that Love. Not from me, but from themselves. And I thought, that, everyone could. That everyone could find that Unconditional Love within them, for themselves, for others, for earth and the universe. Im sorry if my writing right now is a little low on positivity. But I felt like I needed to write this. Because I am not all of that Love right now. And, this blog might change a little. It does not mean I never meant what I previousley wrote, I just dont have it all in me right now. But, I still have Hope though. Now I dont know how to write right now. But I will figure something out. 

Remember how I have written before, about us all being here on Earth, together. That we all are descendants from the same Light? I think that is something we should try to see in each other. That we are all in fact Light. I know we all have different Religions and belief systems. Different Homes within our Faith. But we are in fact all Light. Souls. From a place I believe is the same in every Religion. What connects all Religions. Source. You might not believe in the same as I, with this. And that is within Your right to do. And I will Respect that. But for me, I believe that we all come from that same place. And when we come down here to Earth, as Souls, into our bodys, down here we get to choose where to go next. We live our lives here on Earth, and when that Life is over, we go to a different place. And that place, will differ, depending on which Religion or belief system we belong to. Just to give an example, You are born as a Soul from Source, then You come down here to Earth, to Your Body, where You live as a Human, becoming Your self. Which is what Your Soul takes with it, either back to Source, or to the Heaven You have, in the Religion that is Your Home in Your Faith. No matter what Religious path You choose, You should have Respect for others and their own Journey, and also expect it to be given You, for having Your own Home in Your Faith. Or are on Your own Journey. Respect for one another is so very important. Because if we dont get Respect, we might not feel valid, in any situation it is important to be validated. Which is allways. Validating a being as the being that they are, are something that is the right thing to do, but it does not mean condoning harmful actions. Because a harmful actions has nothing to do with who You are as a being, within You. Harmful actions can come out of desperation, from someone trying to either make it somehow in Life or even just survive. If someone see a harmful action as the only way out or just necesarry to get to a point in Life where they are safe. Then that is just acting out of survival instinct or desperation for something better. Which can be Understood by someone validating this person as a being, so it does not take away the validation, its just not condoning the harm done. But it is still seeing, and validating that being, as a being, as Life. As someone who deserves to have Healing, the best Life that they can have. And all that good stuff. Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness. And two more, Respect and Growth.