When we look ourselves in the mirror, what do we see? Or, what do You see? Do You only see Your appearance? Or do You see Yourself as a Being? If we are going to manage to Heal ourselves, we must look at ourselves within. Because allthough our appearances is part of who we are, because it is how we express our personalities. Our style, is how we express ourselves, and our bodies is how we look. As a Being. But to Heal, we must look within. At our selves. What is it, that has made us, into the Being, we are today? We all have grow points in our selves. Which I prior, have called building blocks. Where we have learned something, having an experience. And, we learn something from every experience that we have. But we dont allways learn good lessons from them. Which can make us grow in a bad way for not only ourselves. But for others. Like this, if I have an experience as a Child, where my Home situation is a Place I have no power over myself, and I get teased or bullied at school, that can trigger me, into thinking I have to be in power over others. To have power at all. Because from my Home situation, I have learned, since I hold no power over others at Home, I have no power. Therefore, I need to hold power over others where I am at, otherwise, to have power. But this is wrong. We all hold power over ourselves. Our own choices are all our own, and we hold all of the power to shape our lives in the ways that we want to. But we cannot control circumstances. But what we do with what we have, is all in our power. And we need not to take power from others, to be powerful in our own lives. It is, ofcourse way more difficult for a Child to shape their lives, in the way a grown up can. But they still hold all of the power to choose for themselves, how to react, how to act on and how to express on a difficult experience. All of this, is not very easy for a Child to Understand. But with the right support for ourselves, starting from Childhood and all the way until old, I think that we could have had the best opportunities to grow as our best selves. Im not saying everyone needs counseling. But many would have benefitted from it. 

When we think of what we deserve in Life, who do we find deserving? Because when we think of the good stuff in Life, its like we divide ourselves, us, Humanity, into good and bad people. But if we, no matter where on that spectrum, we fit, if we think of ourselves as a small Child, what does that Child deserve? I know that answer, all of the Love in the world. If we think about, what we all, and I mean all of us, deserve in Life, what would that be? That, would be, Love, Understanding, Compassion, Kindness and Respect. We all deserve that. And if we all have that, I would say we are a Healed Being. And if we can manage to bring this to others, we are not only a Healed Being, but a Healer. So.. how can we Heal ourselves? Well, that would depend a little on what we have been through. But for the most, we all need somewhat of the same. Safety, to be comforted, and to feel Loved. Because we all need those things, to feel good about ourselves and about our environment. To feel safe in our Home is to feel safe. To be comforted while down, makes us feel validated. And to be Loved, makes us feel appreciated. We need all of those things to grow in a good way. For our selves to grow as our best selves. But if we take one or another away from someone, that can make them be troubled, because their needs are not met. Safety, comfort and Love, are basic needs that a Child need to thrive. And if they do not have these things in their Life, they can learn themselves harder lessons, as for example; I am not safe at Home, therefore I will make myself safe, by bullying others, so that they do not hurt me or my feelings. But what does this Child deserve? All of the Love in the world. And it is the same with adults. We deserve all of the Healing, all of the Love, that we can have for each other. 

Have You ever been in a situation, that has caused You trauma, in a way that has changed You as a Being? What did You need in that moment? What did You need after? Im asking because, You can actually find tremendous Healing, by giving what You needed, in that moment or time, and pass that on to someone else. Because when You do this, You Heal, by becoming what You needed, not only for someone else that You pass it on to, but for Yourself. If many are doing this together, You will also have the support of others, going through the same. Which will give You comradery, in going through the same. 

Ive been struggeling for a while now. But do You know what? I recently started some new medications. And they have changed my experience of my Life. I am not so much troubled by my voices. And that is very good for me. It seems like they have lost interest in me, somewhat. I can still hear them, somewhat, but I do not need to focus on them. Or talk to them at all, unless I want to.. but Im gonna be honest.. I do not want to.. because I have been tricked and fooled so much.. by them. But do You know what? That is over. I wont listen to them anymore.. And I will focus on this blog from now on. Writing about what is important. For us, Humans, here on this Planet. I cannot say that I am the same person anymore.. and for that I am sorry.. for myself.. because I truly were my best self. Connected to Earth, Humanity, the Universe, in Love with all of it.. but I have not lost my core, my essence. And I know, that I, allthough not the person I used to be, I will be someone good, to the people around me and to Earth. Leaving as tiny footprints as possible, in regards to the environment. Trying my best, to live WITH Earth, and not merely on top of Her. 

Its been really hard lately.. I dont even know where to begin.. but I can start by telling You about what I have. Which is Demons. I am Spiritual. I have been experiencing voices, telling me all sorts of things, about what might happen, by writing here. Making me fearful of it. And other voices, that tell me, how good it is that I am bringing it all up. I have experienced these voices as Spiritual. But I was for some time unsure of what was actually going on. And very aware of, me actually maybe just being ill.. but do You know what? I still believe in what I have written. And I regret deleting all of it. But I will try to rewrite some of it. Just so that it is available to people to read later on. But mainly I will move forward. On this blog. Writing, about stuff as I find stuff to write about. But it will still be written from the place of, Unconditional Love, Understanding, Compassion, Kindness and Respect. All of it. Bringing up subjects that I find fitting, for the enabeling of Healing within Beings. Anything that Heals and Helps. Is also what I am all about. What Helps Healing I mean. And what can help Heal. And what Helps people, in a way that promotes Growth within, Growth in Understanding, Compassion, Kindess, Respect for others, and for last, what hopefully triggers Unconditional Love for others, as well as for themselves. This I believe in. And this is whats up right now.. I have to Heal myself for some time. That is why I wrote on the front page that I will not be writing for some time. But.. I will still be writing. But it might not be so often anymore. But I will be sharing what I will be going through of my own Healing. And sharing my Journey in it. Because I have been through a lot. And I need to Heal myself. While still in it of sorts. So that will be something. I will actually have to find the strength within me. To Live in and with this. As best as I can. Key word is finding Peace with it. But I will take the steps. In Healing myself. I will use both psychology and Spiritual Healing teqniques, to reach my goal of finding Peace. If I can manage to do this, I might find a way for others like me, to find their Peace. And if I can manage to do that, I will be so Honoured, to have managed to be able to do that. And so Honoured to continue to Help people. With this. When I deleted all of my blog posts here. It felt like I lost a part of myself. I lost my reason for being here. I had truly found my Life purpose. To Help. To Help Heal. To Help people awaken to not only their Kindest most Understanding selves(not saying people arent Kind enough here, but just saying that we have an ability to be our Kindest selves, but sometimes, we arent able to, and we need to reconnect with it.), but to their own Love for our existence. That might feel grand to some. Huge even. But to some, it might be this silent appreciation for their own Life. Equally big, equally nourishing for our Selves, our Souls and our fellow beings. The latter might seem weird to some, but I will explain. When we are at Peace, and in a Good feeling about something, our energy, can trigger others. And do You know what? If someone is triggered negatively by You, they are simply not ready for You, but do You know what? If someone is triggered positively by You, You have managed to impact their Life, in a good way, and brought them something good. Amazing, isnt it? :) That just by being our most Peaceful Selves, we can bring Peace into another persons Life. Beautiful it is.

What if, all of us, in this world, managed, to have more Love for each other? I am not talking Love, in where we want to be with the person we have Love for, all though that kind of Love is for us as well :) but I am talking about Unconditional Love. That kind, where we feel that we Love a Being, and need nothing in return. We just Love them, and need not to be with them or anything, we just Love them, regardless of anything, wishing them the very best in Life. Respecting them as who they are. Only having Love for them. Feeling Compassion, having Understanding, acknowledging our differences, Honouring them, accepting our different ways Peacefully. Having something which in norwegian is called, medmenneskelighet. What it means is, we are all Human, different from each other, yet all Human, and we should be Compassionate towards each other, because we all have our own troubles. If we can manage to see a person, like, really see them, their whole Journey, their troubles and what brought them to where they are now, we will have Understanding for them. Because everyone grows, with their learning. And sometimes, we learn to be harsh. Because we think that is what helps. We might learn, that we only have power, if we take it from others. But this is not true. We hold all of the power, over ourselves. Our own choices are only our own. So lets do good choices for ourselves. And grow, in the best way that we possibly can. To grow as our best selves. Being our best selves for others. If we can all do that, the world will be a little better only from that.

Have You ever been wonderous about something? Is not that wonderful? To be wonderous about things? I think its the greatest thing ever. Because it opens us up for the rest of the things that I am all about. Unconditional Love, Understanding, Compassion, Kindness and Respect. And also just by itself, it connects us with our inner Child. Which is also a wonderful feeling. And can be tremendously Healing for us. If we Heal the wounds that our inner Child might carry for us. But right now, I just want to open us up for wondering. In this post. Have You ever wondered about existence? Have You ever thought about the vastness of Space? Can You imagine? That we live on this huge Planet. Tiny little us, on this huge huge Planet, floating through Space. Which is evergrowing. We cannot even fathom how big it is. Is it not amazing? Can You imagine how many other Planets, maybe like ours, there are here in our beloved Universe, with Beings on them, maybe like us? Or maybe entirely different! Who knows what lies above and around us, actually. I find it so very exiting. Do You? I am in utter awe and admiration, in Love with it all, Humbled by and Honoured to be here. In this existence. Can You think like that? Tiny little us, here in this vast and grand existence, we actually exist. We exist here. On our very own Home Planet. Our Home. Can You comprehend, that us Humans, are in fact here on this Planet together. But by thinking about these things, we connect with them, in a wonderous way. Making us think, wonder and ponder about them. Wonder, opens us up, to take it all in. What we are looking at. Wonder, will have us ask questions about what we are wondering about. Making us have thoughts about that which we wonder about. Maybe even getting some answers for ourselves. Wonder is also what opens us up for Understanding something, or someone else. If we have no wonder, we wont ask questions, which will have us stagnant in our Understanding of what we could have been wonderous about. Wonder, can also be playful mind gymnastics. Which can be very fun and Loving. Ill give You an example: Snails.. I saw one time, this snail, which had creeped up and into my ashtray. But at the top edge, it had a rosed neck, and I could have sworn, it looked around itself, like it was mesmerized by the view. And I could not help myself but wonder.. what goes on in their minds? Was he enjoying the view? And another thing, it has made me wonder more about snails. Do they ever hurry? In that case when? Do they visit friends? Who are their friends? Are they friends with the frogs?

Have You ever been grateful for something? Is not that just the nicest thing? To feel grateful? I think its maybe one of the most Loving and Peaceful things to be feeling. I have been so tremendously Grateful for things in my Life. I have a roof over my head, I have my family, my friends. Surely there are ups and downs, like with my Demons. But I just want to say something about that. I also have had the Light beings. And all though things got so crazy at some point, some where Help to me, while others were not. But what I wanted to say, was, that I have learned so much from all of this. And I will be writing about something in the next post. That might trigger people, Im not sure. But I think it can be of great learning, for others. Because it was to myself. Learning I mean. And if we can all learn from something, we definetelly should. Im not saying I have answers here. But if I can open people up for Understanding. I will surely try.

If there is something this world need more than anything right now, its Love. We all walk around, feeling seperate from each other, when we all need to realize, that we are in fact all connected. There are more than one way, that we are all connected. But we seem oblivious to them. Number one, we are all the same specie. Which we all should be very much aware of. Because we are all walking around in each our own body, that is of the same specie. We look the same, all though so very different from each other. But this is the most noticeable of all of the ways we are connected. And the one that should be the most known, to everyone. And yet, we seem oblivious to it. Why is that actually? Why are we so oblivious to our own connection to each other? Our own connection with Earth? Humanitys dependant connection with Earth? When we are all here, together.

I have to say something. We are all connected to our Earth. We might not be aware of it, but just having our bodies here, connects us to Her. Because She births all of the Life here on this wonderful Planet. She births Nature, all of the time. Ever growing, ever Life. Plant Life dies as well, and when it does, it all goes back to Her, and then resurfacing. Its an ever cycle, that goes around and around. And its the same with our bodies. We have it, while we are alive here. And when our body dies, the Life of it, goes back to the Mother, and our Spirit, our Soul, goes elsewhere. But the Life of Her, beats within us, and therefore, just by having our body here, on Earth, it connects us to Her. We are not aware of this, because we are all up in our Heads, living our lives, trying to make a LIfe for ourselves and all of that. But I think we should all try to connect more with Her. Because when we feel connected to Her, we are more at Peace. Im not saying we should all quit Living our Lives and go live in the forest, that would not be the best for our Society, or for ourselves maybe, but to go into wilderness sometimes, just to connect, that I highly recommend. And as I have said before, by being Grateful, to Her Life, by being Grateful for our Lives, from Her, we will find more Peace, Awe and Love, for not only Her, but for ourselves. Can You think? We are alive! We are here! On this Wonderful, huge Beautiful Planet. Not only together, as a Specie here, but together with Her. Experiencing Her. Having Her as our Home. Our Home Planet. I am so tremendously Grateful to be here. To be here, with all of You, to be here with Her. To get to experience this Beautiful Planet, together with the rest of Humanity. Because that we are. Humanity. And we have still much to learn. Much to figure out. But we are well on our way. And more and more people, are connecting to our Earth. We all might connect in different ways. But more and more people are connecting. And that is Beautiful to me.