What do You think of, when You think of Light? Here is a way to feel lighter from within. I havent done this alot, and I think my first experience with this was this year in fact. But having Light come down through the Chrown Chackra, is a very special experience. When I had this experience myself, it felt like becoming my true self, being enlightened, like becoming a teacher of sorts. Like I could have guided someone in the very best way. It felt wonderful. But one thing I noticed, but that is not a bad thing, just a different thing, is that the Love that I had felt, felt lighter. Like, not as deep. This does not mean that this kind of Love is less or anythinge like that, its just different. For myself, I prefer the deeper one. Or the one in the middle, I would say. Not Darker, not Lighter, just, the most loving Love that a Human can have. But as I wrote, You can connect to Source, and have this experience. To connect to Source, just open Your Chrown and ask. For those that it is right for, they will have this Light allways. Light is for everyone, as long as one seek it. For me, I dont connect to it all of the time. Its just been a couple of times. And I am good with that. But for others, they might want to connect allways. 

I have been through a little Journey recently. And I want to tell you about it. Because I was actually taking my blog down. But I redecided, after getting the aknowledgement of what it means to be who You truly are, means. I was loosing myself for a bit. And I was thinking that I could not be writing what I am writing about. So I deleted all of my posts, thinking that was for the best, for me. But I realized, after hanging out with a darker being. That being made me realize, after I had thought about it, that I was deleting myself, to become someone else. And it was not a good feeling. I was basically going through all of the things that makes me who I am. Spiritual things, so that I could fit into one of the boxes of society. I really wanted a true Home. You, know, like I have been writing about. How everyone has a Home, and I still believe that is right for people. For people to have a Home like that, I think is the very best thing for the most. But for me, it has not really been about choosing. I did once, and it felt nice and all that. But at the end of it, I did not fit in. And I did the same this time. But still did not fit in. So I am coming back to myself. Yet again. Which is basically in between everything. Yet having one Home, which is Source. Source/God/Universe. And Earth ofcourse. This is where I am now, and where I am going to live for the rest of my Life. Where I go after, is not something I should be thinking of right now. Because I believe I am on the right path of Life. Here on Earth. And where I go after, will be decided by others. Maybe Light beings, maybe Dark, I dont really know. All I know is that Source is Home. And the boxes will just have to be that, boxes. What I truly believe in and stand for, is Love. Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness. But also, Respect. Respect for every being. In existence. Because we are all in fact existing, here in this Universe, Together. We all have our parts, we all have our Journeys, and we all want to belong somewhere, where we fit. And that I think is actually quite beautiful. That we are all figuring things out for ourselves. What if we could all see that, and have Respect for each our individual Journey. Seeing what the person/being is actually going through. Having all the Understanding and compassion for them. Wishing them all the Healing needed, during their own path. Some are Dark, and some are Light. And thats okay. What matters is Heart. I have been through quite the challenges, with Light and Dark, both "sides" wanting me to choose either of them. But the truth is, I Love both. And believe it or not, the Dark beings, are the ones that has shown me, the most Heart. I will be writing about them in another blog post. And I am looking forward to know them better actually.

How do we Heal, if we are in the midst of a storm? What do we do, if everything seems to be against us? Right now, I am in the midst of one. And I am unsure of how to deal with it. But what I know, is that I will never give up. I have recently gone through something I did not expect happening. I know I have already written a bit about it, but the loss of my Heart energy, has actually made me see myself differently. And I feel undeserving of writing here on this blog now. Because without that Heart, who am I? I was so sure of almost everything. That anyone could Heal with that Love. Not from me, but from themselves. And I thought, that, everyone could. That everyone could find that Unconditional Love within them, for themselves, for others, for earth and the universe. Im sorry if my writing right now is a little low on positivity. But I felt like I needed to write this. Because I am not all of that Love right now. And, this blog might change a little. It does not mean I never meant what I previousley wrote, I just dont have it all in me right now. But, I still have Hope though. Now I dont know how to write right now. But I will figure something out. 

Remember how I have written before, about us all being here on Earth, together. That we all are descendants from the same Light? I think that is something we should try to see in each other. That we are all in fact Light. I know we all have different Religions and belief systems. Different Homes within our Faith. But we are in fact all Light. Souls. From a place I believe is the same in every Religion. What connects all Religions. Source. You might not believe in the same as I, with this. And that is within Your right to do. And I will Respect that. But for me, I believe that we all come from that same place. And when we come down here to Earth, as Souls, into our bodys, down here we get to choose where to go next. We live our lives here on Earth, and when that Life is over, we go to a different place. And that place, will differ, depending on which Religion or belief system we belong to. Just to give an example, You are born as a Soul from Source, then You come down here to Earth, to Your Body, where You live as a Human, becoming Your self. Which is what Your Soul takes with it, either back to Source, or to the Heaven You have, in the Religion that is Your Home in Your Faith. No matter what Religious path You choose, You should have Respect for others and their own Journey, and also expect it to be given You, for having Your own Home in Your Faith. Or are on Your own Journey. Respect for one another is so very important. Because if we dont get Respect, we might not feel valid, in any situation it is important to be validated. Which is allways. Validating a being as the being that they are, are something that is the right thing to do, but it does not mean condoning harmful actions. Because a harmful actions has nothing to do with who You are as a being, within You. Harmful actions can come out of desperation, from someone trying to either make it somehow in Life or even just survive. If someone see a harmful action as the only way out or just necesarry to get to a point in Life where they are safe. Then that is just acting out of survival instinct or desperation for something better. Which can be Understood by someone validating this person as a being, so it does not take away the validation, its just not condoning the harm done. But it is still seeing, and validating that being, as a being, as Life. As someone who deserves to have Healing, the best Life that they can have. And all that good stuff. Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness. And two more, Respect and Growth.

Have you seen that picture, the one of the artpiece of two adults, sitting with their backs to each other, clearly distressed, and with each their child within themselves, standing with their hands towards each other, seeking connection? Its an beautiful artpiece, and it speaks alot about how our inner Child feels about things. Children seek connection. And when two adults seperate themselves from another through arguments or disagreements, their inner Childs will allways want to connect again. I think that is a beautiful thing. That our inner Child has this wish for connection, even during an argument. Try listening to Your inner child, when you are in an argument. Because the possibility of that other persons inner Child, wanting to connect with you, rather than having that argument, is high. 

Have You ever thought about Earth as a being? Because She is. And do You know what else? She has a Heart. 

When we think of the future, today, what exactly will we leave behind? For our children to inherit. Are we taking care of our planet? Are we taking care of each other? In another blog post I wrote about how to open the Heart. Now I will write a bit about the importance of opening it, in meeting with others, here in our world. There seems to be a focus on what seperates us. What makes us different from each other. And that can ofcourse be a good thing. Because we are individuals. We are different. But does that mean that our differences makes someone the right way and someone the wrong? Im not talking about who is right and who is wrong here, because truth is truth, our own experiences and our feelings regarding something will differ from person to person. Im talking about how we identify ourselves. What Gender we are, what heritage we come from, our personalities, what Religion we belong to. There is much more to mention on what that might define us as a person. But for now I will proceed writing about my own thoughts, on what makes us seperate the way that we do. If we can only see what we know for ourselves, we need to open our Hearts, to other perspectives on life, existence. This does not mean that we cant have our own views, or that everyone needs to be of the exact same opinions. It just means that we should respect each others perspectives, feelings on subjects, and experiences of their own life. As long as we have an open Heart, feeling compassion, having understanding for, and are Kind to ourselves, others and our Planet, I think the world will be fine. But it worries me, is how Humanity is now so seperate, and disconnected, that war feels like its just around the corner. And its not just any war. Its nuclear. And Im actually worried. 

Have You ever thought about how Earth would be, if everything was in complete Synergy? By asking that, I dont mean to ask for you to imagine us back in time or anything. Just picture everything taken into consideration before making a descision about something. Imagine everything working together in true Harmony. Humanity as a whole, connected through our open hearts, our Home, Mother Earth. Gaia.

Have You ever stayed up late, realizing, the moon is floating, luminous and beautiful, right outside your window? I have. And I am equally amazed every time I see it. Have You ever tried to connect with the feeling of aweness, the knowing that You are actually here. Ever wondered, where did I come from? Where was I, before I was here, in this body? I have, but as for now, I am most focused on being here. Because you know what? Its here that I am right now. If I were somewhere else before, It is now, that I am here. And before, somewhere else. Enjoy the now. Here. On Earth. What are the moments You Love the most about being alive, here, on Earth? I know my moments. I have many though. But Ill start with the feeling of Peace. When I am in the forest for example. Feeling the trees around me. Or sitting with water, just, sensing the Peace of it. Another thing I Love is the rain. Either sitting inside, in a chair, right by the window, listening to the rain falling down from the sky, hitting the roof, the ground, or an umbrella if I am outside. It makes me feel almost a bit cleansed. And to truly feel cleanced, I like walking in the rain, without anything that will keep me dry, get soaked wet, feeling the rain completely, then coming home, to have a warm bath. I want to write a quote. I cant remember who wrote it, but I find it very refreshing and as it is for me. Some people feel the rain, others just get wet.  To me, that means, when You feel the rain, its like You are welcoming it, appreciating it, letting it into your Soul. And for those that does not feel like that, those that are just getting wet, its like an annoyance for them. Welcome the rain. It is not only something the plants and life of Earth needs, it is something we Humans should welcome and appreciate as something that both cleanses and can make us feel alive. Water, keeps Life, alive. Other moments I love, is connecting with beings. This can be anyone. Beings not of this Earth, Spirits or just a man on the bus stop. Weird that that is something I appreciate, because Humans can be very overwhelming for me. But I still Love connecting like that. It makes me have Faith in what I am trying to do here, with this blog. Bringing Humanity together. Celebrating our Lives here on Earth. Can You imagine? We are all here, together. Experiencing this wonderful planet. This plane of existence. Thats what I am in most awe of. That we are all here, as individuals, yet we are all one. To think how this Universe has been created. Filled with the magic of Life. To think about all of those other planets that are existing, with Life, just like us. Or how evolved they might be. I wonder who are watching our planet. What they think of us. Because Humanity seems to have forgotten why we are here. Just to experience. Together. Instead we are dividing ourselves. Into groups, then groups within groups, seeing ourselves as something different from each other based on what we see. Just seeing the book cover, without bothering reading the book. But the truth is, we are supposed to be different, still having the same light within us. Our differences makes us experience being different, it makes each individual special, yet we are all Humanity. And we should stand together. In this experience that we are having here on Earth. What if we could experience being together in this one thing, Heart. Heart for oneself and for others. Heart for Animals, Heart for Earth and Heart for existence. 

This is going to be a rather hard blog post to write for me. Because what I used to have in my Heart, har diminished. And I am not yet sure of how to get it back. Do You remember that I wrote about my experience with Psilocybin? That is what unlocked all of that Heart power within me, and it stayed with me for such a long time. Sadly, I have a diagnosis called schizophrenia, and I had been off my medications for a time, and I was doing great. But after I had started drinking Lionsmane, I began to sense things. Like, becoming more and more sensitive, and then, my paranoia came creepin up on me. It got really bad, and I had to become hospitalized. I started on my medications again. Which was quite the downfall for me, since I had been doing so great for that time I was without them. The medications dampened my Heart. And I then did not want to take them anymore. It was not so dampened that I could not feel anything. But dampened it was. I decided to have another mushroom trip, to try to get back to myself. Back to my Heart. And I did it. What happened was that the second mushroom trip was one of the mind. And somehow, that dampened my Heart even further. Im still glad I had the second trip. because I got to meet some very interesting and friendly beings. But I will not have the last one, until I am sertain that that is what I need to do. 

Have You ever thought about what the world could use more of? I have, and my answer is Heart. An open Heart in meeting with others. Why are we so closed of to one another? Do we not realize that we are all humans? That we are all the same specie, in fact. That we have a reason to connect with each other. What if we could all have Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness towards one another? I think that would solve so much of the world dividence that we are experiencing right now. What if everyone could express their situations in the most loving way? And being met with the Unconditional Love, Compassion, Understanding and Kindness that they need to be met with? Wouldnt that solve all the communication conflicts that are happening right now? 

Have You ever looked into the eyes of another being? What did you see in that moment? In that case? I know what I see. I see Life. I see Consciosness. I see someone that is equal to me. Another me even. Or me as another them. Do you know that we all come from the same place? That we have Journeyed here from a place, more bright, and whole than we humans can understand?