About me
I believe I was born an Indigo. And throughout my spiritual journey I have had so many callings to what to do with my life. How to help others. To find out how I could be of service to the ones in need. I have thought alot about the ones that have no voice for themselves. It began with wanting to be part of the shaping of the next generations to come. I worked for a time in kindergardens. But I quickly burned out. In various phases of my life I tried it, to be sure that I could not in fact handle the wonderful chaos children bring with them. And I have learned now, that I am too sensitive to noise, in which children are full of. So I have accepted that this is something I am unable to work with. And with that wisdom gained I applaud the kindergarden teachers that are taking the roles as wayshower's, for our beautiful generations to join us here on earth.
I then moved on to animals, joining PETA, GREENPEACE and some other private person, I dont remember what he is called. I became a vegetarian, then a vegan, but I only managed to stick with this for a couple of years. I then have been on and off vegetarianism until now. A while back I once again decided to become a vegetarian. And am now firmly holding on to this lifestyle, as eating animals, to me, is something I just dont want to do. It feels wrong to me, therefore I shouldnt do it. I actually wanted to be a vegetarian as a child. But as it was difficult for my family to understand, it didnt happen. I dont blame them though, it was a different time back then and I believe they did what they thought was best for me.
I thought about working with elders, I tried it once in my late teenager years. It didnt go as well, I quickly learned that I had too much going on internally, to fully meet the people where they were at. I would probably handle the environment a lot better now. But being around people, especially in large groups, can be overwhelming for me. So I havent found courage to try again later on.
As my spiritual journey became more prominent and I started to work with energies, I quickly fell in love with chrystals, tarot and the spirit realm. I also formed a loving relationship with Spirit and Mother Nature. I would walk hours in the woods, the mountains, sit by lakes and creeks/rivers. I found messages and little gifts/reminders that Spirit and Angels were having my back. And as I write this, I feel the need to thank them for being a part of my journey, give me a sec.. thank you for waiting. As my spiritual sensitivity grew, so did my collection of crystals, tarot cards and feathers. I used to find so many feathers. And it was pure magic to me, how I would be drawn to particulair places in the forest, just to find feathers of different birds, at different times out on my walks. "Thank you, Spirit, Angels, All Guides that have lead me. Thank you for constantly reminding me that I am not alone. I love you."
I have gone through some phases in my spiritual journey. And I still do things from different practices. I am currently aquiering knew knowledge, and are going to continue learning about different areas of healing. And I will be handpicking the tools and practices I want to use in my healing rituals. I recently started to study shamanism. And I learned something very interesting. The story I read, was about a man who had been in training with a shaman. And when the training was complete, the shaman gave the trainee an eagle feather. The meaning of this, was to show, the passing on of all the knowledge of the shaman, passed on to the trainee. Giving the trainee the title of shaman. And, something I find very spiritual and ceremonial, all though it was not happening in a ceremonial manner, is that, my father gifted me a feather, a huge eagle feather. I had told him about and shown him, all the feathers I had been lead to find. And he had found this eagle feather while out with his boat on the sea. He had found it in the water and decided to take it home with him. When he gifted it to me, he had been storing it for a while. And recieving it from him, back then, felt like such a treasure, and an honor. Because then I already knew what the eagle feather stands for, what it means symbolically. And I am sure that my father is an Old Soul, wave one of helpers here on earth, because he have wisdom within, that shines in other aspects of life. He may not be spiritual, but I believe he has passed on the wisdom he heald within, through that feather, for me to carry on. And I will honor and treasure that gift, that moment, for the rest of my life.
What I am focusing on now is healing, in any way that will truly be of help, to oneself, to others, to earth and to humanity. And this is where my new journey begins. Not putting myself in any spiritual construct/box. But using a mix of all spiritual paths, focusing on the healing aspects, using the practices that promotes true healing.
Thank you for reading this, for wanting to get to know me better.
I wish you all the connectedness, clarity, unconditional love, compassion and kindness you seek and need, to come to you. For you to find it within yourself, so that you can bring it to others, and for you to recieve it from the world.
With Love and Gratitude
Elisabeth Hjerte