I want to tell you about the Experience I had with Psilocybin tea. Because this was a very profound experience for me. It started with me and my boyfriend planning for me to try Psilocybin for real, for the first time. I started by setting up an Altar. With all the tools that I was thinking that I needed for this Journey with Psilocybin. I layed tarot cards and prepared for the Journey ahead. I was prepeared to travel back in time, to cry, to understand myself better. And I was prepeared for tackeling the darkness I might carry.
But the Psilocybin showed me none of those things. Instead, I was filled with this Unconditional Love. First for my boyfriend, then for my son, moving on to the world. I was utterly amazed by the capasaty of Love that I had within me.
When the trip was over, and we had slept. I could still feel that Unconditional Love within me. I had Embodied it. And I went on for weeks, with pure, Unconditional Love in my Heart. For all of existence. It came to a point, where this feeling came to pass. Because I needed medications. Traditional ones. And it put a damper on my Heart energy. And as time went on, my Heart energy would diminish, into something far less then I had gotten used to having. But it had to be that way for a time. I have yet again quit my medications, and I am eager to find my way back into my Heart energy. But for those of you that needs this kind of medications, dont just quit it. Do it with guidance from someone who knows what you are struggeling with. Your psychiatrist or doctor would be a wise choice here. There are many reasons to why you should not just quit cold turkey, there has been established a balance in your brain because of the medications, and quitting cold turkey could wreck that balance, and you might be left with the chaos after that balance being tipped off. So be sure to wean off medications gradually and with the supervision of doctors. I know I wrote that I just quit, but my dosage was at the starter dosage, the one they put you on when you are first starting out. This was luckily enough for me, so quitting again was easy. But if you are on higher dosage of any medications, be supervised by doctors if you are wanting to quit.
Even though my Heart energy is not as strong as it once were. I now know, that, that is the capasity of Love, that I hold within. And even if it has passed, into something much milder, I know that it is there. That tremendous Love. And I can reconnect with it. I dont have all of that power at this very moment, but I know the power of Love that lies within me. And how Healing it is. And I just want you to know, that if You ever have this experience with Psilocybin, know that if it passes for some reason, it does not mean that it is gone from you. It showed You what is inside of You. Your capacity of Love. What You truly can be!
I have tremendous belief in the Psilocybin tea. And how it can Heal. I will continue to drink it, from time to time. Because there are not only the message of Love I have recieved. I drank one other time. But that time I fell asleep. But the dream that I had, was of shattered glass and of people stepping on it, hurting themselves by it. When I woke up, I did not understand it quite. But as a little bit of time passed on. I realized. I had gotten the message of the materials used in our society. And that glass, is one of the worst things we can use, with the thought of Nature. Because it is not an easy material for Gaia to break down. And when shattered, not only Humans can get hurt, but Animals as well. I will be writing about the damaging materials we are using in another post.
Just so that I have said it, if You are one of those people, who have tried Psilocybin and never had a trip, try adding some sort of acid. What I did, was that I drank the Psilocybin, then I drank a big glass of slowpressed pineapple juice with ginger in it. My stomachacid is very low, and if its like that, you might not be able to break down the Psilocybin and have your trip. But acid(this could be lemon) breaks down the Psilocybin into psilocin, which is the compound that makes your brain have the trip. So by adding acid, you are able to break down the Psilocybin in your gut. It worked for me.
I just want to say, the trip that I had with my Heart energy revealed, was with a fairly high dose of mushrooms. And I recently had another one, with a fairly high dose of mushrooms. An I will tell you this, if you have ever had that kind of trip, where your Heart energy is revealed to you, the next trip with a high dose, will be of the mind. Just to let you know. I wont be doing the next high dose like that, before I am good and ready. Because I expect it to be very learning, and I want to know that I am ready for it.
Thank You for reading this.
With Unconditional Love and Garititude
Elisabeth Hjerte
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