I have to write this. Because it was suddenly clear to me.. by the Help of a voice I have been hearing. From the Light. But it is about what psychopaths are going through. And I need to write it, because it might Help psychopaths. And I think, that it is worth trying and focusing on, because if it can Help, a conduct disordered Child(which might turn into a psychopath as an adult), live better, I think that that is worth bringing up.
So what is going on. Is that, a psychopath does not have enough of the emotional structure within them. To guide them in their lives. It is very much known, that they do not feel fear very well, shame or guilt, and have a grandios ego. But do You know what else? They do not have much of, all of the other emotions a being has on their emotional spectrum. So they are almost only relying on what they feel in their body, sensations, instead of being guided by emotions. Like, if we do something bad, most would feel bad about it after. But these emotions, a psychopath is not very familiar with. Another thing, a child(a conduct diordered, which it is called in children) is not born with this ego. The grandiosness. But it grows within them, as they grow older, because of something that happens within them as they live their lives and become grown. Its the physical feeling in their body, their bodily response to things, and the lack of emotional support like shame or guilt, that makes their ego grow as big as they do in many. What a psychopath has, is almost only the sensations within their bodys. Not, as I said prior, emotional support from their selves or emotional guidance from within. Not very much of it anyway. That is why they often turn to extreme input, from the outer world, because it gives their body a sensation. For example, by hurting someone, they are prone to experience huge bodily sensations like adrenalin and shocklike sensations. Which is the the most extreme thing that they experience compared to an emotion. An extreme emotion, almost extatic. And if they hurt someone, and experience this, they will be searching for this kind of feeling after. Because it is what has given the hugest sensation in their body. And this again nurtures a big ego in them. Because this sensation, can make them feel powerful. And grand.
What is so contradictory to this, is that they actually feel pretty small, on the inside, or so I am told by a Being I am talking to right now. So.. if a Child with conduct disorder, feel the need to build up their ego, to be big on the outside, yet feeling small on the inside.. we need to help them build themselves up on the inside, in a good way.
What we can do about this, I believe, is figuring out how to nurture the children with conduct disorder(which it is called with children), is with fun. Games that trigger a fun feeling, instead of that other one. But also, with natural medicine. Ill explain a little.
As I have said in the prior post, I am left without my emotional structure at times. Because of the demons. And I learned something from it. Without my feelings, me and a voice, from the Light, came to the conclusion, that for a time being, I was actually, basically, a psychopath. Just so that it is said, I have not grown up without the emtional structure and guidance of my own emotions, And therefore my self, is still different than a psychopaths can evolve into being. I did not experiencing being neither a huge ego or being grandios. But, I was left without my emotions for a time being, and all I had was my mind and bodily sensations, which felt like being empty, without my emotions. Suddenly thought about hurting someone(not in the way of wanting to, but for two seconds visualizing hurting someone, it just fell into my mind), and I felt a startling feeling in my body. And the voice said, that is what they feel. Not emotions, but that. And I could understand, how being without emotions, only feeling that sort of thing, can be a tricky life for someone. We all want to feel things. Even the bad stuff. We are supposed to, to know how we feel about things, to make us think about our own experiences about our own lives. And if a psychopath does not have the guidance of emotions, how can they Understand what is right and wrong? They can be told, but if being told that the things that makes them feel something are wrong, how can they Understand it, without the structure of emotions, when they dont have the guidance of the emotions that makes us feel bad about the things that hurt others? But I have a very good belief in, triggering their Heart chackra, with Plant medicine. And that should be Cacao. Maybe with a bit of mushrooms, either Reishi, Shiitake or Agaricus. This will unlock their Heart Chackra, and trigger it to open. This is a very loving feeling. And for the most, an Indiginous way of opening the Heart in Ceremonys. It is a Heart medicine. And I believe, if we can open the Heart of a conduct disordered Child, teaching them, that this, this is the feeling that tells us we have Love within us. We hold alot of Love, us Humans, and that, is the space which it comes from. And it is not only for ourselves, but for others as well.
So if we tell this Child, that this is the feeling that shows us that we Love, and that that Love is for them. And then say to them, we have it too, for them. And then ask them, do they have it for us too? This will show the Child, that we not only Love them, but that they, hold Love for us as well. And as they grow up, getting used to this Loving feeling, the feeling of Love in them will grow. Both for themselves in a good way. But also for others.
So if we teach them, to think with wonder, like Children are experts in, by the way, about other beings, their friends, their family, their Earth, our Universe(if they are old enough to be aquainted with it), just, open them up, through their wonder, to all of the good, our lives hold, triggered by their Love within their Heart Chackra, they will Hopefully feel really good about not only themselves. But others around them. And our dear beloved Earth. There is something else as well.
We have to give them more than one option. Fun and loving ways to trigger a sensation within them. This is not for the smallest children, but Ill give an example: bungee jumping. That releases high adrenalin and is as safe as any roller coaster nearby. So for the smaller children, I do not have any suggestions, but maybe You have? Anyway, now that You are aware of what is actually going on, with a psychopath, maybe You have some ideas for what can trigger that adrenalin for them? Lets Help them out, so that they can live Peacefully amongst us, having our Understanding for what they experience, knowing they cannot Help how they are put together as Humans. Because we are all different, that we just are. But psychopaths are the fewest of our world. And they should also have a good experience here. As well as us. And for the older conduct disordered, which have learned to be open to Love, as something we have for others, as well as ourselves, maybe, psilocybin. And ask, to be shown what the Heart is capable of, with Love. My own Heart opening was tremendous, and the most Loving thing I have ever experienced. And I am a firm believer, that Love, is not something we are supposed to only hold to ourselves. A psychopath might think so. But if guided. To think with wonder, and to open up for the possibility, to Love others, and other things, Like our dear Mother Earth, Humanity, or just fellow Beings in their Lives. This Heart opening with Psilocybin, is only needed once. Then, Cacao is more than enough to reconnect with it. Thats how it was for me.
How I think we should treat the Children with conduct disorder. Is by acknowledging their experience with adrenalin. And to treat them, with the medicinal Cacao(Ceremonial Cacao). If a deficit Child has an experience with adrenalin in them, and they come Home to tell their parent about it. I think that the parent should celebrate the feeling with them. Because this makes the parent acknowledge their experience and them having it. Taking part in their joy of it. This makes the parent and the Child connect. Its the same with all children, children wanting to connect with their parents by showing their feelings of, say, happiness. Being happy in front of their parents, expecting them to feel their joy. And in most cases their parents take part, feeling their joy, by becoming joyful, because their Child is joyful. But, a conduct disordered Child, do not have the emotional support that other Children have. So they only have the sensations in their body, to trigger a feeling in them. Like adrenalin. So if, a conduct disordered Child hurt someone(as have happened), and they come Home and tell their parent about it, being really happy and proud about it, I think that a good way to go about it, would be not taking part in their happiness, but still not yell at them or punish them, but to have a talk, where they explain, this sensation, all though it might be the same as the other one, the good one that made the parent happy and celebrating it, it is not good for others. And say something like, it hurts the people, remember when you bumped your toe? Remember when you scraped your knee? Thats what it is to the other person. So this time, the feeling you got, was not a good one to have. Remember the other one? That one was good. And maybe a high five for the good ones. This connects the parent with their Kids, and it teaches the Kids, that even though a feeling in them, is good for them, it does not reflect something good for others. So they will have to learn to choose one over the other. As well as connecting with their Heart Chackra. To Understand the Love that they have within them, for others, as well as for themselves.
I also just want to say, I am not a psychiatrist, and the things that I write, are only my ideas.
But I Hope that this can Help many.
Thank You for reading this.
With Unconditional Love and Gratitude
Elisabeth Hjerte
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