How its been

Its been really hard lately.. I dont even know where to begin.. but I can start by telling You about what I have. Which is Schizophrenia. While also being Spiritual. I have been experiencing voices, telling me all sorts of things, about what might happen, by writing here. Making me fearful of it. And other voices, that tell me, how good it is that I am bringing it all up. I have experienced these voices as Spiritual. But right now, I am unsure of what is actually going on. And very aware of, me actually maybe just being ill.. but do You know what? I still believe in what I have written. And I regret deleting all of it. But I will try to rewrite some of it. Just so that it is available to people to read later on. But mainly I will move forward. On this blog. Writing, about stuff as I find stuff to write about. But it will still be written from the place of, Unconditional Love, Understanding, Compassion, Kindness and Respect. All of it. Bringing up subjects that I find fitting, for the enabeling of Healing within Beings. Anything that Heals and Helps. Is also what I am all about. What Helps Healing I mean. And what can help Heal. And what Helps people, in a way that promotes Growth within, Growth in Understanding, Compassion, Kindess, Respect for others, and for last, what hopefully triggers Unconditional Love for others, as well as for themselves. This I believe in. And this is whats up right now.. I have to Heal myself for some time. That is why I wrote on the front page that I will not be writing for some time. But.. I will still be writing. But it might not be so often anymore. But I will be sharing what I will be going through of my own Healing. And sharing my Journey in it. Because I have been through a lot. And I need to Heal myself. While still in it of sorts. So that will be something. I will actually have to find the strength within me. To Live in and with this. As best as I can. Key word is finding Peace with it. But I will take the steps. In Healing myself. I will use both psychology and Spiritual Healing teqniques, to reach my goal of finding Peace. If I can manage to do this, I might find a way for others like me, to find their Peace. And if I can manage to do that, I will be so Honoured, to have managed to be able to do that. And so Honoured to continue to Help people. With this. When I deleted all of my blog posts here. It felt like I lost a part of myself. I lost my reason for being here. Im not saying Im some starseed with a Soul purpose. But I had truly found my Life purpose. To Help. To Help Heal. To Help people awaken to not only their Kindest most Understanding selves(not saying people arent Kind enough here, but just saying that we have an ability to be our Kindest selves, but sometimes, we arent able to, and we need to reconnect with it.), but to their own Love for our existence. That might feel grand to some. Huge even. But to some, it might be this silent appreciation for their own Life. Equally big, equally nourishing for our Selves, our Souls and our fellow beings. The latter might seem weird to some, but I will explain. When we are at Peace, and in a Good feeling about something, our energy, can trigger others. And do You know what? If someone is triggered negatively by You, they are simply not ready for You, but do You know what? If someone is triggered positively by You, You have managed to impact their Life, in a good way, and brought them something good. Amazing, isnt it? :) That just by being our most Peaceful Selves, we can bring Peace into another persons Life. Beautiful it is.

Thank You for reading this.

With Unconditional Love and Gratitude

Elisabeth Hjerte